This blog was created for a homeschool mom's devotional study on growing in character from the beatitudes. It is based on the book written by Kay Arthur.
Monday, October 17, 2011
Chapter 4: In the Presence of Sovereignty
I so apologize about being late posting this chapter. I know that probably many of you are ahead. I have to be honest and say that I need time for alot of the material in this study to sink in. This is no easy study! Although it is not very time consuming in reading and studying, I think about the study ALOT! The main thing I took away from this chapter is not questioning God. Why do I have a right to do that? Funny that God seems to give you what you need to hear exactly when you need it. I had a wonderful friend Pam who left this world to be with Jesus last year. She sang so beautifully, worshipped Him so fully, and lived her life glorifying Him. I have to tell you that I asked "WHY". Lord, why Pam? I just had a coworker lose her husband in a car wreck. She has three boys and one is mentally and physically handicapped. He is fed through a feeding tube, wears a diaper, and cannot walk or speak. His daddy was his main caregiver and now he is gone. I have to tell you that I asked "WHY". On page 91, I realized that I should not question. It said," God, I don't understand, but I know you are SOVEREIGN, LOVING, and JUST. I may NEVER understand this life, but I will NOT accuse you, slander you, nor alter a single one of Your words to fit my poor, limited perspective. May God forgive me. May I be meek and have faith that GOD IS IN CONTROL. I pray that YOU have gained knowledge from this chapter as well. Let me know what you are thinking and pondering about!
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So hard to understand why some things happen and yet so comforting to know God is in control!
ReplyDeleteopps. forgot to sign my name! Diane Stevens
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